Before 1979, Iran was fun and free. It was becoming more and more modern. Girls had rights, were and were free to be themselves. Americans would come visit and end up living there because it was so lovely. Their streets were filled with people from all over the world. Sadly, the Iranian Revolution of 1979 led to the overthrow of the Shah, and the replacement of his government with an Islamic republic. Politically, Iran became dominated by religion and sexism. I always strive to remind my friends and those willing to listen that Iran is not its government. Iran is its rich culture, history, art, music, beautiful mountains, oceans, its love language, its cuisine, its kind, polite, giving people. I wish the world would stop categorizing us and see us for who we are.
The Iranian people, especially women, have been fighting for their freedom since 1979. With the current protests and police killings following the murder of Mahsa Amini, we are reminded of how little regard the outside world has always had for Middle Eastern life. These protests have been going on for more than a month, and for weeks it wasn’t spoken about in American media at all. We are not held in the same regard as our European brothers and sisters when the time comes for the world to shine a light. People are so hesitant to support us. The government in Iran steals their voice, blocks communication, and so they rely on the outside world for help. They beg us to be their voice.
Every day I am proud to be Iranian, but I am especially proud when I see my people in the streets, fighting for their freedom despite how dangerous it is. I am proud of their strength, resilience, and unwavering will to keep going. The irony of Iranian women having the thickest, most beautiful hair, and a government who makes them cover it, is not lost on us. They can make us cover our hair, our bodies, try to take our voices, treat us as less, but we will always be proud Iranian women.
Since September 16th, my days have been completely consumed by what is going on in my country. I fear so deeply for everyone there, and I can’t stop thinking about my family who is living there in the midst of all this. There is nothing I want more than for our people to win this Revolution, and make Iran the prosperous, perfect place it once was. I want nothing more than for my mom and dad to be able to go home, and see their people in peace.
Googoosh is an Iranian singer and cultural icon. She gained popularity before the revolution and then was silenced under the Islamic Republic for 21 years. She knows this struggle all too well. In a 2020 interview, she said, “The only thing I want is for this regime to leave Iran & leave Iranians in peace. The people who care about Iran and its future generations are the ones who value the elements of culture. Those of us who talk, think, smile, laugh, sing and dance. The regime has nothing to do with us. They’ve taken our land and its people hostage.” She couldn’t have put it more perfectly. Iran is not the Middle East you see on TV, or the one you think you know. The Islamic Regime infiltrated our country in 1979 and we will fight to get it back for as long as we need to. I feel incredibly helpless seeing what they are doing, so the best I can do is use my voice, and be grateful that nobody can take it from me.
Everyday I see videos coming out of Iran. My heart burns for them. There are children in the street fighting and getting killed. They know exactly whats going on because it’s the only life they’ve ever known. They have no weapons, no defense and live in a country whose government doesn’t value their lives. It seems like many people around the world don’t value their lives either. It’s been a sad month but I am grateful for the Iranian activists shining a light, the warriors inside Iran going stronger than ever, and my Iranian friends (and handful of allies) who I have been able to lean on. My people are just as deserving of life as any of us and the one thing they are asking is that we don’t look away.
Thank you for reading. Zan, Zendegi, Azadi…Women, life freedom.
Ayatt